WRONG: The Animal You Spot First Says a Lot About Your Personality

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No, it doesn’t.
Sheesh.
However, it says a LOT about the graphic design.
The lion has a lovely DARK frame around it’s face (the biggest dark patch on that side of the image), making it quite prominent.
We are predisposed to seeing faces. It is also along a relatively UN-busy border, and the eyes are very prominent.
The most easily recognizable faces, with the most obvious eyes, and having the most contrast with the surrounding area (colour- and shape-wise) are going to be the first ones you spot.
What that tells you, is that you are HUMAN.
If you spotted anything with those attributes first, it tells you that the graphic design did its job.
Congratulations!

Our subconscious mind is incredible and can tell a lot about our personality, more than we probably think. Experts say that our subconscious mind is like a storage unit, which holds all of your likes and dislikes, beliefs and fears, memories and skills, it’s built from everything you have seen and experienced, even if you don’t remember it. The interesting thing is that it directly connects to our conscious behavior, and in this instance, your eyes see the full picture but your brain picks first what’s relative to you personally.

Source: The Animal You Spot First Says a Lot About Your Personality

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Worth Sharing: Turn Your Classroom Irritation Into Compassion

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It’s all too easy to be annoyed by students’ questions, until you realize their confusion might be your fault.

Source: Turn Your Classroom Irritation Into Compassion

There is a course at my former school that all computer science majors are required to pass for their degree. The course was created about 20 years ago as a way to give students a more robust foundation in math. Problem is, the course has been known as an insanely difficult course pretty much since its inception. A large number of students fail this course. Math majors have failed this course. The department has tried a variety of “solutions”, but mostly their approach has been to blame the students for not being “good enough”.
You’d think – after nearly 20 years and blaming literally THOUSANDS of students for failing this course – that SOMEONE would have come to the realization that IT’S NOT THE STUDENT’S FAULT.
You’d think that at some point, otherwise smart PhD’s would realize that if so many people are unable to make it through a course, then THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE COURSE.
You’d think that SOMEONE would have tried something beyond switching textbooks, or adding yet MORE tutorial hours. But, you know, it’s easier to sigh, and, shrug, and keep on blaming the students.

This is a lovely example of the Club Theory.

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Worth Sharing: Serious Games Today

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A new resource well worth checking out!

http://www.seriousgames.today

Who Made This?
This site was built by Digitalmill, Inc. Digitalmill is a consulting and development firm focused on games, videogames, and their related technologies led by Ben Sawyer.
Based in Freeport, Maine, just north of Portland, Digitalmill helps innovative projects, works with great teams, and seeks to advance the use of games for entertainment and non-entertainment purposes.

Any Methodology Notes?
We submit various queries for articles matching various search criteria. In many cases we filter out addiction and shooting stories because our goal is to focus on surfacing news about new products and initiatives and not these volatile topics. Visit Google News to search for information on topics you don’t see in our results.

Duplicates are caused by our multiple topic submissions, and off-topic matches sometimes happen dispite efforts to filter out non-relevant content such as sports reports, etc.

Where to Send Suggestions?
You may send an email to staff [at] dmill [dot] com to contact us and suggest improvement.

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YAY! Open Access ~~NOT~~

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So, I’ve been an editor for a pay to publish journal. It actually wasn’t clear to me that they WERE that kind of journal when I agreed to be an editor. I was just invited to renew my editorship.
This is my answer.
What’d’ya think?
Too harsh?

“Thank you for the offer, but no thanks.
I think open access is great, but pay to publish models are highly discriminatory and have the effect of silencing voices based solely on ability to pay.

As a member of the ever increasing body of precarious academic faculty,
I am one of those people who will NEVER be able to afford to publish in your journal,
no matter HOW good my scholarship.
This kind of discrimination runs completely counter to what scholarship and academia is supposed to be about.

On top of that, while you charge authors a handsome fee to publish, you expect your editors to volunteer their time.

Even though my own personal publications include over 150 articles, including 2 books, I am being asked to work for you for free, and still PAY to publish.

Thanks, but no thanks.”

This is what the journal charges:

“The article processing charge (APC) for all paper types except Comments, invited Replies, and Editorials is $1,350 CAD plus applicable taxes for researchers in Canada and $1,350 USD for researchers outside Canada (no taxes apply). The article processing charge for Comments and Editorials is $500 CAD plus applicable taxes for researchers in Canada and $500 USD for researchers outside Canada (no taxes apply). There is no charge for invited Replies.”

Used to be, people paid a subscription to read, but getting published was “free” (you had to pass the peer-review, but it didn’t matter how much money you had).

People whined about this model – even though almost ALL university libraries give you access to a vast selection of journals – for FREE if you are faculty, student, or staff.
As a sessional instructor, I *DO* have access to the university library, so that was never a barrier for me in my research, OR my publishing.
So NOW, people get to read for free, but they ONLY get to read the words of people who can afford to pay.

NOW I have HUGE barriers to publish, and the papers I have “open” access to all come from people with grants. That also means no new voices. Citations for people with money go UP, while citations for people withOUT money go down. Merit is less and less part of the equation.

I really think this has FAR less to do with “open access” and far MORE to do with the fact that they make MORE money this way. Open Access is just the candy they use to convince us this is better.

Even when I am no longer a sessional, I can still pay to access the library resources at my Alma mater. The cost is about 10% of what it costs to publish just ONE paper.

I think people are deluding themselves if they think that “open access” is, in ANY way, better.

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The Club Theory of Teaching and Learning

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Or – How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Blue Rule

I have a colleague (thanks Patrick) who has a “Club Theory” for how we teach a discipline.
It involves a metaphorical CLUB with distinct bumps in it.
Each discipline has their own Special CLUB with bumps deemed appropriate for that discipline.

When WE were students, we were repeatedly hit over the head with this CLUB until the dents in our skulls mirrored those in the CLUB.

There has even been some musing, especially with students that choose to go into some specialty programs with stiff admission requirements or high attrition, (engineering, medicine) that they might already have some of those particular bumps.

The Club Theory holds that this is why they gravitate to that field in the first place: they ‘fit in’, so success is in that field is not ‘quite so painful’.

When we become teachers, we are presented with THE CLUB, and can proceed to beat our OWN students over the head until they too have all the appropriate dents.

 

This is kind of the opposite of the Golden Rule:

The BLUE Rule:
Do unto others what was done unto you.

And, in case you are wondering,
YES, I have THOSE dents*.

*The Computer Science Geek dents.

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If you are a teacher, especially in Higher Ed, THIS IS IMPORTANT.

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I’m not going to add anything to this post, as it deserves to stand on its own. I’ll comment in another post.

By Margaret Dorsey

(I know this is really long, but if you are a professor, or a teacher, or a manager, or work in games or tech, or think that you might ever be in the role of a mentor sometime in your life, please read it. I’m trying to, somehow, turn what happened to me into something that can save a life. Maybe not mine, but someone’s.)

I have something to say to all of my professors at My School. Well, maybe not all of them. Or maybe all of them to different degrees. I have something to say to people in positions of power and guidance. Maybe not all of them.

I want to start with a simple premise – when you teach at a university, you are teaching us how our career will work. This goes past the material, especially in a project based career, like games or tech. You are, in essence, the first manager we’ll ever have. Or like a parent for near-adults. You’re shaping the way we’ll interact with our jobs for the rest of our lives. It can be tempting, I’m sure, to focus very hard on how *important* college work is, and it is important, but the way we learn to cope with college is the way we will cope with our career, and that never stops, really. There is no summer vacation. The semester doesn’t end. We don’t graduate from life eventually.

I heard, throughout my time at My School, very very often that we were going to crunch in industry, and we were going to be overwhelmed, and we were going to be expected to do things we knew nothing about with a tight deadline. Things were going to go wrong on teams, and you just had to make do with however people on your team are (even though this is why management exists..). So this was simulated in class. To prepare us. This is.. so, so wrong to do. Please stop doing this. If you stop reading here and move on with your life, please at least stop doing this. Why would you break us in preparation for being broken? What about that seems right to you? Instead of showing us how to not let work take priority over our own well being, instead of teaching us the importance of reaching out for mentorship so that you don’t just try to take high priority, highly technical, overwhelming work on yourself alone and set yourself up for failure.. you indoctrinate us in to the most toxic things about games. The fragile superstars. The crunch. The silent, painful, damaging internal team politics, especially for those of us who aren’t white men. The proud, self-aggrandizing suffering that is thoroughly *unnecessary*. STOP DOING THIS. You are HURTING US.

Now, I move on to the crux of why I wrote this, and while I’m sure most people who need to read this know some of this, I want to lay it out. In my last semester of school, I lost my mind. There, I said it. I had had two hard internships, and years of overwork, and I came back to school to finish things up, and everything just went wrong. I was sleep deprived, and overwhelmed, and so, so scared. I was suicidally depressed. I want every single person who was my professor in the Fall of 2017 to know that every single day that I showed up to your class (and I had perfect attendance for most of you), that I had almost certainly contemplated suicide the night before. The number of suicide attempts that I made was non-zero. I was dying.

Worse than the depression, for the first time in my life I met crippling anxiety. I started having panic attacks. I started having panic attacks all the damn time. In between classes. During classes. At night while thinking about how much was due. In the morning after realizing that I had woken up again, and needed to get through another day. I want everyone to know that I finished the last project of my college career while sobbing, hyperventilating, and choking while biting down on a towel. I want you to know that my roommate was rubbing my back and telling me that I was going to live as I cranked out code that was then GRADED AND THROWN AWAY. I want you to know that, because of what I’m going to tell you next. I want you to know that even now, sitting down at a computer puts me on the edge of a panic attack. Typing this on facebook has me anxious, because being at a keyboard in front of a screen is horrifyingly difficult for me. Please take a moment and absorb that as you remember that I work as a software engineer in the games industry.

When things started getting bad, I sought help. Multiple times. Eventually, I told my advisor, and she told my professors. Some of them let me miss a few classes to recover (it was appreciated, but it certainly didn’t avert things), but many of them did not. Many of them told me that it would be unfair to the other students to give me “special treatment”. I got a few days of extension on a few things. There were two professors, and their names are [redacted] & [redacted] (their names be praised), who just let me stop. Those wonderful, beautiful women just let me stop. They probably saved my life.

I agreed with those of you who told me it would be unfair to give me much. I didn’t hold it against you. I thought it was fair. This was my problem. The work was still there. Me being broken didn’t make the work go away. I had to force myself to fit the schedule, the schedule doesn’t shift to fit me. This is what all of the other years at My School had taught me, too. This is what life had taught me. It makes sense. So I made do. I started binge eating to cope, and gained 50 lbs in that one semester. I withdrew from my friends. I cried in private, I held it together in public.

But I internalized that lesson. Right now, I have probably the best team lead that has ever existed. I have been breaking down, extremely, and I was so, so afraid to let anyone know. I was so, so convinced that even if I said that I couldn’t do it anymore, that they’d fire me. The deadlines still exist even when I can’t do it, right?

Do you know what he told me, when I missed 5 days of work this past week because I had genuinely pushed myself past the point of no return? That I was a long term investment, and that he cared about me, and that nothing about my future or the future of the team is worth sacrificing for a few tasks, or even a single project. That he knows that I am conscientious and want to do a great job, and that when I say that I can’t anymore, that he believes me. That when I need someone to help me, that I can voice call him and nobody has to know. Because he wants me to be happy, and he wants me to be okay.

Why is it that this isn’t how it is when a student comes to a professor and says they can’t do it anymore?

To my professor friends, and their colleagues, and anyone else this makes its way to. Please. Love us. Genuinely, love us. The next time a student is struggling, the next time a student stands before you suffering and asking for something that you could give, please just love us. Fairness is not asking us to die or permanently damage ourselves for low-stakes assignments just because other people also do it. Love is not assigning us absurd amounts of work that we then are required to go “above and beyond” for just because the industry will do it to us too. The next time you get an opportunity to take the pressure off of a CHILD that is cracking, please think of me, curled up in a  Company bathroom, biting the back of my knuckles and riding out a panic attack, because it’s still happening. Think of me sitting on my apartment floor sobbing because all my dreams are dead, and I can’t even do my career anymore because between burnout and anxiety I don’t even like games now.

You could have prevented this.
Please, save the next one that comes along.

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It’s all a matter of point of view… (the 2018 version)

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I first posted this note back in 2009. It’s time for a new edition …

  • for a computer scientist, everything is an algorithm. (it’s about systems (and process))
  • to a musician, everything is a song. (it’s about rhythm (and sound))
  • to a writer, everything is a story. (it’s about narrative (experiences))
  • to thespians, everything is a play. (it’s about performance)
  • to a film-maker, everything is a movie. (it’s about communication)
  • to an educator, everything is a lesson. (it’s about teaching (and sometimes, learning))
  • to a set designer, everything is a set. (it’s about environment (space))
  • to an entrepreneur, everything is a business opportunity. (it’s about money (profit))

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My 2¢ – Is It Ethical for Nutrition Scientists to Accept Industry Money?

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Source: Is It Ethical for Nutrition Scientists to Accept Industry Money?

Grant money should be blinded – ALL of it.
Those giving the money will have NO say over where it goes, aside from, possibly the general discipline (i.e. Cancer Research, Chemistry, Gender Studies, etc.).
People receiving grants should have NO idea where the money comes from.
I’m sure it would result in a drop in available funds, but since more and more research appears to be showing up biased BECAUSE of the money source, that might not actually be a bad thing (for some careers, perhaps, but not for the advancement of knowledge).
Governments can compensate by offering better tax breaks for those who donate.
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